Friendship; yes I said it ! Does everyone have friendship.. in my eyes friendship is something that is unbreakable and something that you have to do check ups on just like how we go to the docter. To some people friendship is more like a song on the radio, you rockk out to it at first, then it gets a little over played but you cant help belting it, and then its just a lite humm, but after it gets played and played over and over again you finally change the channal to get a break from this over played song ! But then mabe weeks or days later you hear it again and love it once more. That type of friendship is good for me, but if you are like that, i am not i love hanging onto my friends forever, which might be a bad quality of mine. Its just hard when you have made such a great relationship with someone and the song you keep singing gets a little old and they find a new channal. Its hard for me to let go of someone just like a song, but its even harder to change the song you sing. And honestly if you can change yourself ( song ) so quickly then what are you .. ( a DJ ! hah i am so funny )

People need to move on sometimes to make a better path for themselves, but no one can tell what the right path is. And if you can , you might seriously want to get that checked out, and help all the other people that dont know who they are XD .

kthanksbyeeeee (:

In CCD , each year we have to do one project that is something that helps someone out. My mom teaches one class every few weeks ( hah she is like the bible queen ) so she was obviosly freaking out thinking about the right thing to do. Finally she heard of Krysta, she knew what we were going to do for the project. Krysta is 16 years old and has a type of cancer, she has gone through kemo and radiation. She is an absolute inspiration.

So how were we going to make this help her, was the next step. We debated over many different ideas, but ended up with the best one. We were going to have a bakesale after church and raise money that way, then we were going to buy her a hair straightener made for cancer patients who have lost most of their hair.

Now this sounds great, but I am not one for church or CCD. And plus Erin is in my class, and to be honest we just chill and laugh ( its actually really funn ). And I couldnt even remember the last time I went to church, so I wasnt planning on going to this bakesale thingyy. But the bible mother over here pushed and pushed me to go.

But I am so glad I went. I saw 300 dolars raised in under 20 minutes! Everyone was just throwing money in the box for Krysta.

After church, I went onto her blogs and was even more amazed. She made me laugh and cry. My mind just opend up and wanted to know more and more. I hope to soon meet her at one CCD. It might be the first CCD class I enjoy.

Sometimes I wonder about why humans have an obsession with the unknown. I even find myself falling in the trap of secrets and what if. Its hard for someone to say no to something, without seeing what it might bring you. How are we ever going to learn without trying and failing or succeeding.

People know how to get me by planting a question in my mind. Its like walking through a dark hallway, but seeing something interesting ... would you turn back or find out what it is?